Dear Journal,
It's the second day and Elena hadn't stop crying until now. I don't know what I'll do if this happens every single morning! Maybe I'm not fit to be a mother or maybe something is wrong with her, I don't know!!! I wanna leave her at home and go somewhere but all I can do is try to comfort her. I asked my mom what to do and she said that she'll probably stop when she's tired and thank god that happened. Babies can't help it though, coming into a new world is scary for them. I wish I can remember what it was like to be a baby, that would be so cool if I did.
I got so many pictures of Kelly already and it's only the first week, I'm going to make a huge photo album of her and use it to embarrass her in front of her boyfriend in the future, just kidding. I just want to see how much she's grown everyday; babies' face change really fast. OMG! Elena started crying again, I'll post soon.
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